On My Own

I buried myself in books
I blasted up my music
I went out with friends
I held it all inside
Does the heart ever mend

But its coming up again
And nothing is working
No magic from Harry Potter
No song from The Used
Nothing is stopping my heart
From your hurtful abuse

I try to hold it all
I cant do this alone
I cant do it anymore
Someone please help me
The weight is to great
I'm on my own