My life

The funny thing is..
People think i'm happy.
They believe my fake smile.
They think my life's worthwhile.

But the truth is different.
I aynt happy at all.
My life couldn't be worse..
It's like i've got a curse.

So what if people know how i feel,
It don't make me feel better.
I know others have problems too,
But mabye they know what to do.

I feel like noone understands me,
Because they think im fine.
But if they only knew,
They wouldn't know what to do.

What i think about scares me,
I don\'t know how to get away from my thoughts.
Mabye another day,
I\'ll learn how to get away.

But for now nothings good,
Accept i still have love,
But if my heart\'s broken another time,
I might commit an awful crime...

To myself.