~Dream or Wish~

Laying there on the floor
Not hearing the knocks on the door

Lifeless body laying still
It all started over a pill

Not a drug like ecstacy
but something i thought could control me

Anti-depressants, my reason to live
No will for life, theres nothing to give

Laying still, laying flat
I remember the voice saying don't do that

But instead i ran into the bathroom
And i got out my knife
Cut after cut i lost my life

Pill after pill i thought i was getting better
But life got worse like the alphabet, letter after letter

One more cut, im almost there
I could tell because my arm was weak and my vision was no more then a glare

The last drop of blood hitting the ground
Now im laying there waiting to be found

My eyes close , my wrist falls, there i am laying between the bathroom stalls

It only would of taken one person to help me, one person to care

but everyones got there own problems and suicides just always there