This Pain I Hide

Its been one year ago today
Since I last saw your face
Time came and went
But the pain never went away
At nights the tears flowed so freely
As thoughts of you slipped into my mind
I'm moving on just fine
The pain I hide so deep inside
To make things seem like they are alright
In reality though this pain I can't let go
Will I ever be normal again
Knowing you I will never hold again
Why does life treat us so unkind
Making us feel all this pain
This pain that never goes away
It just eats and eats away
Till you feel like you have nothing else left to say
Every night your face I see through out the night
As I lie awake and weep
Wishing I could feel your warmth next to me
Its hard to believe its been one year ago today
And still I ache for you each passing day
This pain will never go away
Until I am resting next to you on my dying day