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She walks home alone
She enters the lonely house
Begining any homework
She tries to keep her mind off of everything
Even though it doesnt work
She throws her homework off to the side
Screaming so loudly
yet no one hears her
She begin trashing everything around her
She hates everything she has become
She wonders how can she hate her self so much
she is just tired of feeling
hopeless
alone
When everyone eles returns home
finding everything trashed
They run right up to her room
Ready to yell at her again for becoming such a screw up
When they finally reach her room
they slam the door open
The girl they find is not what the expected
Shes gone
She finally took her own life
Her mother falls the floor in tears
She is expected to make this about her
She soon thinks of what everyone will say
What her life will be when they find out
Soon she relizies that maybe this is not about her
But not until 2 or 3 years
Its sad that she left a family behinde That doesnt seem to think they had anything to do with her death
They could have been there
But they werent
They could have stopped her form slipping away
All they could say was
\"she always seemed fine\"
They never tell people that they would yell at her for being a screw up
They dont want to think they played a part of her killing herself
So for now...
She is finally out of the way
&& she never has to feel alone again