I cant let go

They've done it again. Taken everything that I am; everything that I love. Never intending to give it back, not knowing the pain I sill suffer. This blow was so hard, I don't think that the bruise will ever fade. I don't want to become just a lost memory in time. We've had such great experiences together. The love that we have is so strong, once its gone I'll have nothing left. My stomach is weak just thinking about having to leave you. My eyes are red, damp from my tears if pain trailing slowly down my darkened face. Saying goodbye will hurt so bad. I cant do it, I need you here in my life. I cant breathe when I think about how the last time I saw you could be the last time, forever. The last kiss between us will remain in my heart, as will you. I wont move on, I cant let go. You mean so much to me; you are my hopes, my dreams, my everything. I'm clinging on to things of yours, recalling memories, never letting go. Your scent still lingers here, on my clothes. From times we held each other so close, so tight, never thinking that by us letting go, we'd be saying goodbye. Our love will forever stay with me, every mention of your name or reminder of you and my knees go weak, my heart pounds faster. What we have is so pure, it cant be ruined by just one decision, can it? Please God, I am on my knees begging you to let him stay, for them to send him back to me. As for now, my heart is torn, my eyes are red, my stomach pains, my breathe is shortened, and everything is falling apart. The last words said "I love you so much, don't forget about me..." ring over and over in my head. Time's up, the clock has run out, our light has been extinguished. They have no idea what I'll go through if they keep this light off...