Forgotten

I feel lost in this world
invisible throughout each day
considering once again to use the knife
just to slowly slice away my pain

i feel abandoned
just left in the darkness
thoughts running through my head
i can no longer take this

I'm numb to the screams
for the screams are my own
silent tears run down my face
is there no more hope

i look at my reflection
looking at something i don't want to see
i see a girl staring back
someone i don't want to be

a fake smile, printed on her face
black mascara smeared on her cheeks
a frail torn up body
..depressions taking over me

my misery, taring me open
shattering my soul, breaking my heart
and yet again sitting alone
slowly dieing, falling apart