You're my deathwish

I shut my eyes

But your still there

It seems like you really

Just don't care

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You broke my heart

Stepped on the pieces

It's just like you

Cut down the creases

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This brings me back

To yesterday

I wish memories

Could fade away

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You laughed at me

With your new best friend

I wish I could just

Find the end

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You made my wrist

Turn red with blood

My eyes got dark

Began to flood

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And now I'm drowning

In all my sorrow

Don't make the pain

Come back tomorrow

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Went to school

And all was fine

I wish you could

Just still be mine

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I can't let go

Not just yet

I wish your friends

Would make a bet

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To see how long

You could date me

To find out your

New destiny

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There is another

Thing my dear

You can't see me

That's what I fear

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My name you call

I look around

I see you there

I stand up proud

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I start to walk

My path is clear

My heart beats fast

You're really near

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Then I trip

I fall straight down

And now I'm lying

On the ground

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I see you laugh

And walk away

And then my heart

Begins to fray

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The tears they used

To come and go

But they never stop now

Just seem to flow

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You make me feel

Like I could die

But all I do

Is sit and cry

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I go in the bathroom

It's sitting there

A straightedge holding

All my care

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I pick it up

And wonder slightly

Then I set it

On my skin so lightly

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Its' cold makes chills

Go down my spine

To think last month

I was just fine

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Now I'm here

Blood on the tile

And all my memories

Begin to pile

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There are some good

And some are bad

There's ones I wish

I never had

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I remember mom

And dear old dad

All the fun times

We could have had

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The regret comes

Rushing in so fast

Along with tears

Cried in the past

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I'm fading fast

My eyes are blurry

I want to get this over with

So I'll have to hurry

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There's one more thing

I want to say

The reason why

I went away

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It's because of you my angel

The pain you gave me

If only you saw me

Still then, just maybe

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And to mom and dad

Try not to cry

You couldn't have saved me

I wanted to die

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So don't live in regret

For the things that I've done

I want you to laugh

Please still just have fun

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My time is near

I love you all

Don't be like me

Don't take the fall

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The lights go out

The clock stops ticking

My eyes close shut

But my blood keeps dripping