Disappear

So here we go again,
allowed to see the light,
before the door is shut,
and it all goes dark again.

One last time I stood,
and saw my own path,
I followed it so far,
and got lost on it again.

How could I have been,
so wrong about all this,
I was so sure about her,
but not I'm hurting again.

Maybe it's all my fault,
it very well could be hers,
but either way I'm cut,
so deep I bleed again.

I truly, truly love her,
and I know I always will,
I am so heavy hearted,
I want to hold her again.

With all this said now,
I know that I never will,
cause the love I once held,
has gone and disappeared.