Y0u weren't there

You said you would pick me up when I fell,
That you could make it better,
That I would be happy and stop going through hell.

But you just left me all alone,
With nobody to guide me,
You said talk later when I called you on the phone,

Looks like you lied,
The blades returning,
Thats how I died

I cut the pain away,
And now that you hate me,
I know it made your day.

Its like you didn't care
You cared about her though,
When I needed you, you weren't even there