Some days I just sit there and think about what if I died. Who would cry for me. Some days I just wonder why my life is going this way. I dream about who really loveds me or who is lying. I don't trust nobody, words are not always the truth. Some words can kill. Some words can cause great pain.If I shall die anyday, I want to be able to look down and see if people actually care. Just to see them in as much pain as I am right now would make me feel better. I didn't deserve this from them. So why is it only me suffering. Can you let me see what happens to me. The only thing scary about this, is I am too scared to die.
