Dam it took a while>>

It took me such a long time to actually figure out what kind of trash i had as a best-friend...
i would have never disrespected you in this way i would have never done what you did to me.. how could you be so could people say I'm cold and that i have no heart...
i have no heart cause you took it out of me.. I'm still trying to figure out how to heal the freaking scare you left in my life..
i wish we would have never crossed each other....
so go to hell you so call best-friend...

P.S i know this poem sucks but please vote on it.. I just had to write what i feel inside me...