As I sit and stare at this rope
All I can do is hope
I hope I've just hit a tangle in this life rope of mine
I tell myself everything is fine
But if you look close you can see it isn't true
It's a knot, iv stumbled on to
Now I can see the light
But I'm wondering tonight
Why things are so hard to undo
And who I've done such wrong to
Was it my family or a friend
The worry never wants to end
It burrows down deep within
Like a special burden I've been given
I want to make it through
I really do
I'm trying to be strong
I'm trying to hold on
As I attempt to undo this knot I've made
My life begins to fade
I place this rope around my neck tight
As i jump I say it will be alright
Continuing to fall, I begin to pray
Dear Lord, bless my family and friends this day
God, what I've done wrong please do right
Don't allow them to loose sight
No one is to blame but this rope of mine
As I reach the end, I look up and see
That the knot is gone,
And soon I shall be.
