So much hurt, so much pain
I'm going insane
so many walls surrounding my heart to hide my fears
so many fake smiles to fight away my tears
so many thoughts swirling through my mind
so many memories i just want to leave behind
so hard to sleep at night
always wanting to see the light
so much hatred and anger
that seems to always linger
so many people against me
it feels like everyone is out to get me
i try to trust
i try to love
but my heart always gets pulled back to where it started
ANGER- HATE- PAIN
soon my fake smiles will run into frowns
tears will fall from my eyes
and the world as i know it
will come crashing down on top of me
