Change

How did love
turn me into
the green eyed monster
and make me lose
all ration thought?
I want you
I hate you,
need you
despise you
can't I break away
from this emotional ride?
How did everything
so suddenly change?
twisting ito impossible
impossibilities
as life goes on into
a new horizion. As today fades into
a better tomorrow,
as we move on the path
called maturity.
Yet when did this happen?
I fell hard
and can't break away.
How pitiful it is now
to fall helplessly in love
with a best friend.