What do i have to do??

by lost•in•lies   Sep 13, 2005


What did i ever do
All i did was care
You said no guy could break us up
and that you\'d always be there

But you let him ruin us
And i still dont understand
If you didnt want us to be
Why\'d you tell him to hold my hand?

You were the one who said
\" Go up and ask her out\"
And now 2 weeks later
You start to scream and shout

I know that he\'s you\'re cousin
But you were my best friend
You told me i meant everything
And you needed me till then end

I said all those things...
but the difference is
I actually meant them
Ignoring those lies of his

I know he has made mistakes
but do you remember his past
He could have lost every thing
It all happened so fast

As he told me the story
Tears were falling from my eyes
His past is oh so terrible and
his heart is filled with lies

His family is so screwed up
I feel so freaking bad
I cant believe this happened to him
It just makes me oh so mad

I get to listen to all my friends say
\" He\'s the biggest freaking player have you heard the things he done?\"
Hell yeah i\'ve heard it
From you who thinks its fun...

No one understood me
And no one even tried
Until he came along
And watched me as i cried

He helped me through lost friendships
and a shattered, broken heart
He made everything ok
It feels like a new start

I dont ever want to lose him
And i thought i could trust you
But i guess you never really cared
I cant believe i thought you were true

I\'m sorry i wasted you\'re time
I\'m sorry i got in you\'re way
I\'m sorry for who i am
Now all i have to say

Is that you really hurt me
I thought you were my friend
I thought i meant something to you
We could have made it till the end...

I cant believe you lied to me...
I didnt do a thing
Now everything i think of
Every song i sing...

reminds me of you and
all the great times we had...
I cant believe i lost you
I am so freaking sad

I dont think i can take it...
I need you in my life...
I miss you so freaking much
I want to stab myself with a knife

I cant believe it\'s over
you were my best friend
you mean the world to me
and you will until the end

i\'m sorry for hurting you
i really didnt mean to
i just dont know what to do
i really do miss you...

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