Ive waited faithfully for JR while he was locked up
Madly in love holding myself down for him
I could swear to god I was True straight up
All the time my family wonder why I seem so glim
Last night I found out my man cheated on me
Twice! before he got locked up and right after
my sisters warned me why couldn't I see
that I was blind and that this was a disaster
but then on that Friday after he got out
I messed around with this young buck
it happened at a party being with him I truly doubt
I only messed around but my man gave in and sucked
I had to lie to get the honest truth out of lester
which I thought I could handle it with no care
Just holding in the tears made them come out faster
I sit in silence seeing the wall as I stare
I cant believe my man cheated on me
I trusted him with my heart and all my love
I given so much for him why cant he see that I love him enough to spill someones blood
Even though I messed around why do I feel sad
I guess because of all the secrets and lies
creeping with some Chick that I thought he never had
why couldn\'t he know of the tears and cries
to have me feeling so lonesome at times
asking god why this game went so wrong
wondering eyes had pondered on these signs
As I lay in my bed listening to our song
