My chaoticlullaby

My sweet lullaby,
taming the beast inside,
soothing my chaotic sole,
and controlling the satanic suicidal thought that rages with in,
keeping me Emotionally stable and the psychotic will for my blood to spill away,

My lullaby is my everything and everything is my lullaby,
always coming in to the darkness to rescue me,
my lullaby,
and guide me through this tunnel to the light,
and following me when i fall back in,

My sweet dear chaotic lullaby,
always standing there guarding my back showing me you care,
even when your not aware of the parole that draws near,
my lullaby,
always showing me how to fly,even when the pressure pushes me so very low,
holding my hand pulling me above the clouds

My lullaby,helps me keep the rhythm of my heart in constant flow when time starts to slow,
my lullaby,will be mine,my sweet dear chaotic lullaby,is the only one that really cares,

As my lullaby sings watching as i slowly fall into a deep slumber,
she crys,screaming the blood run from the wounds,
treasuring everything that no one else would,
sharing the pain that brought me down,
the pain everybody laughed at,
the pain of being different,
the pain of being myself,
the pain explained in my lullaby,
the lullaby that sung me to sleep that very last time,
still ringing in the heads of the ones i left behind,