My Dirty Little Secret

I come home from the night air sky and working from all the staffs.
i sit down in this chair of mine.
my feet are hurting with so much pain.
nothing i could never begin to gain.
but i know it's worth all of it.
then what i have done way before anything like this.

i start to write a poem about my life.
how about i wanted to be your wife.
but i have had problems about everything.
i do love you with all my heart.
but i do need to tell you something.
what if i do like that someone else?

the feeling i put into the poem while i start to begin to cry.
i don't ever begin to act shy.
when i start to poor my feelings on this piece of paper.
the kisses you gave to me means a lot.
more then you'll ever know.
but there's something way different from before.

like you have locked the door.
and now I'm on the floor.
bleeding myself to death.
making the insides of my body forsaken hurts so much.
my heart has been broken I'm not lieing about that.
yes you did break it and i know you feel bad.

but i guess we gotta move on.
but darling, i do have to say.
that i do have a dirty little secret.
that i actually do love you.
but i think about the other person.
whenever i see you or think about you.

.~~This Poem isn't true i just was thinking and stuff, I'm always gonna be in love with my RJ no matter what happens but this poem is fake~~ ..just an idea i guess thanks for reading.