If Only

Sorry this is sorta weird....

The pendulam swings
and so does our friendship
If Only If Only If Only
The words freeze through my mind.....
How could you let this happen...
HOW COULD I LET THIS HAPPEN
If Only If Only If Only
You were my friend my very special friend
Irreplacable:(
If Only If Only If Only
I could go back and change it all...
If Only....
I'm so sorry.....
If Only