Please someone help me

Please come to my rescue
this will be my last chance
my last cry for help
my last plea for someone

i will go through with it this time
all the way
i cant keep these feelings at bay

they tear and rip at me
right down to my soul
why cant they just let me be?

i wanted to stay
but i know i must not
now everything will be okay

i always feel so lonely
like i need something to love and love me back
this pain spreads so very fast,but then slowly

i feel so sad
for the things that have nothing to do with me
sometimes it'll make me mad

i feel as though i am not cared for
even though i know thats silly
all i have to do is go behind that closed door

open it up and welcome the warmth and affection
same as my heart
but it seems im missing that section

i feel so left out
even though i know i can go in, anytime i want
so i walk about

i try to find my place
in society,my family,the world
but im just another face

so now i will go
to someplace i fit in
somewhere i feel high, not low

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