I Wonder

When i look up
i wonder what you are doing
i wonder what happened
i wonder where you are
and what you are doing
you were always here for me
and that one time
you needed me more than anything
and i wasn't there
where did you go?
why wasn't i there?
if you were here
i would live my life the same as before
now you are gone
and everything changed
everything is different
nothing will ever be the same.
i think of the time when we were together
when you were here for me
what happened and where will you go?
will you watch over me?
will you think of me?
when i sleep
i dream of you
i dream of the days
the days we were together
now it's gone
and i don't know what to do
haven't talked in a while
i missed my chance
will never talk to you again
why did this happen?
why did you do this?
you said you loved me
and would love me forever.
now you are gone.
did you really love me?
i will never know
it's gone
everything is over
now you are up there
or wherever you went
you will always be here
at least in my head
i miss you
and i miss talking to you.
and i never will again.
goodbye and be safe.