Loving you in a differnt way

I sit and stare at you
from across the room
if only you could know

I miss loving you
I know it sounds
odd

but its hard to love you
cause I relize I cant have you
after being hurt the hundreth time

I should have stopped loveing
you sooner
cause I wouldt have lost so much

so many tears
so many friends
so much blood

but now I dont love you
not in that way
not anymore

but know this
I love you know matter what
cause your the best friend Iv ever had

so Ill sit and stare at you froma across the room
if you only knew
I still love you
just not in that way