Losing this game called life......

There is a game called Life
I admit Im not very good
Theres to much pain & strife
If only someone understood

People say they know how u feel
When really they cant relate
Lets just close this deal
And rush into our own fate

Instead of hearing church bells
And seeing heavens gates
I see the fiery depths of hell
Filled with nothing but screams of hate

Theres nothing left of me now
I swear Im not the same
Im taking my last bow
As Im slowly losing this game

Katie Johnston- September 6 2005