Please!

Why can't I be trusted?
why can't you tell me
what have i done to deserve this...
this coldness
i watch
i watch you suffer
and i see you pretend nothing is wrong
you close yourself
you need help but you can't take it
please take it!
i suffer not even knowing what it is
i want to kill this person who wounded you
who destroyed you
who killed you
but no...
i'm not to be trusted
"She wouldn't understand"
that is what you say
in the way you don't answer
in the way you turn away
in the way you ignore
in the way you feel
i don't need to understand
i need to help
just tell me how i can help

please