Living Is What I Fear....

Im getting very tired
But I just cant seem to sleep
Cause I know things wont get better
Because Im buried in too deep

I used to always smile
So no one knew this pain
Because now I just dont know
If its me whos gone insane

It just seems like every night
I lose another fight
And no matter how hard I try
Ill never see the light

I wish I could give up
And leave this life behind
Because Im sure that once I'm gone
True happiness is what ill find

And each day that does go by
The more I want to die
I just cannot hold on
When all I do is cry

I just dont seem to know
Why its me whos still alive
And I think it would be better
If I took my final dive

I just cant find my purpose
A reason why Im still here
I guess death just doesnt scare me
But living is what I fear....

..its crap...vote if you choose...