How could the time have already gone by?

You were to be on probation,
though only for one year,
the time has went so quickly,
and to be honest now i'm scared,
i have no true protection,
the law just really doesn't care,
they did nothing to him but slap him on the wrist,
as they told me what they'd do,
i couldn't help but clench my fists,
they just don't understand,
the pain i feel each day,
they will never even comprehend the things my mind will say,
most are from what happened,
and some are new to me,
but whatever it is i just wish it wouldn't be,
i wish that i could erase and make it gone to me,
i wish it had never happened,
i wish it'd all go away,
i'm sorry i really don't know anything else here to say,
there are no words to ecplain what pain goes on inside,
but i want him to know now,
i have the PERFECT guy!
he would never do anything to hurt me,
he will never make me cry,
Because like i just told you he is the perfect guy!

Please read comment and vote it will mean the world to me!

Thanks,
Brooke