I greet Death with joy not cry...

Making a prision cell in my mind
I slowly lost my sight
Fading away from this life
And I just can blame my own knife

I wanted to see the light
I wanted to leave it all behind
Thinking life's so hard,
I took the knife and stab it in my heart

Nothing was worth living for
Depression had arrived once more
Slitting my wrists didn't satisfied my need
My ineer angel this time would agree

Don't pretend to care
Don't act as if I'm still there,
Hearing all your prayers for my soul
Because now I'm far from gone

Just leave flowers in my grave
Red roses is what I crave
But don't cry on my coffin
Because inside there's nothing

Yes,I'm going to be far away
In this place I can't stay
So kiss me goodbye
Because I'm not going to survive this night...