How could someone

How could someone
Have so much pain
That they’d
Cut their own vein

It was something I never understood
I didn’t think I ever would
But then cutting became my habit
And I knew things would never be the same

I’m sure talking about my issues
Could help
But I’d go through too many tissues
Just telling you how I felt

I’ve had my ups and downs
My smiles and my frowns
I wish I never had to leave
This stupid town

I guess you could say
I’ve taken what I had for grant it
I had great friends and family
I knew they’d be with me until the end

I was the one
Playing pretend
I guess I just never wanna
Say goodbye

I wish I could
Stay here and be happy
Until the day that I die
I love it here

I’ve been here too many years to leave
So please help me
Cuz I’m breaking down
You’ll hardly ever see me now, without a frown