In Loving Death

Loving of the one held dear,
every hell filled day.
Only then to finally hear,
they only want their way.

They hate their life and wish to die,
I kindly stay away.
Only for you I wish to cry,
and always long to stay.

In loving death,
I wish that I could say.
That my love is all thats left,
I wish that you would stay.

Don't hurt yourself over pain,
I'll be the one to talk to.
Your death would've been in vain,
if I hadn't tried to stop you.

I try to keep you distanced,
from the knife close at heart.
And if you only listened,
you'd know that I would start.

Death to me is nothing,
I wouldn't really care.
But now that I am loving,
I only wish to be there.

In loving death, I wish for you to live life happily.

~KiMu-ChAn~