When Will You Understand?

When will you understand
That I will never be like her?
When will you understand
That I cannot be like her?

Of all the things that I have done
What of them made you proud?
Of all the things that I have done
Which of them made you smile?

Now the time has come
To tell you that I give up
Now the time has come
To tell you that I do not care

For those of you who know my story you will understand this poem. To those who do not know my story this may be confusing and for that I am sorry.