Wrong or Right?

I'm so lost
I'm losing control
I'm dying inside
but nobody knows

I used to pretend I was happy
but I can't anymore
because now my heart is shattered
breaking to pieces on the floor

I lay awake at night
and cut myself real deep
I get dressed in the morning
and hide my cuts so no one sees

I hear voices in my head
asking questions like "why"
"why did you cause this pain
if you knew it would make me cry"

the answers come so quickly
one-by-one-by-one
I realize that these voices
want my life to be done

they say things like "you're so weak"
and "you don't deserve to live"
maybe they are right
because I've given all I can give

then I snap back to reality
and see that they weren't right
I will only die
when God finishes my life