Is This Me?

Dear friend, thank you
even thought you made me cry
it didn't take that long
for me to actually realize

at the end of that week
I felt like such a sl ut
but there is no un-doing
the things that have been done

I would rather get the good guys
the one's so nice and sweet
instead of all these "fun" guys
that only want one thing from me

I\'m scared of the things
that could happen to me too
but I try not to show it sometimes
so I can be strong for you

you do too have the looks
and a personality to match
I would give up all these guys
to find one like you have

people say things to me
like I'm a s l ut or wh o rr or
but hearing this from my best friend
it hurts so much more

I wished I wouldn't have kissed any of them
I know what people will say
and so many rumors an get around this town
in less than a day

you say you are jealous of me
but I am jealous of you
you think I enjoy having all these guys
but I want what you have times two

I have a lot of guys
but only one or two that might care
at least with the guy that you have
you know that he will always be there

no, I'm not going to yell
I just want to know the truth
I see myself turning into something bad
and I guess that you do too

I just wish you would have told me this
straight to my face
so I wouldn't have read that poem
and been thinking about it all day

and just so you know
I really understood
I was waiting for you to say something
like most best friends would

but as far as me and you go
we are still best friends
no guy will ever come between us
because there is no guy that can