Why Don't I Know?

Don't know where to go
should I go left or right?
I don't know how to choose
should I let go or hold tight?

I don't know what to do
should I stay or should I die?
I don't know what to say
should I ask for help or just ask why?

I don't know what to do
I don't know what to say
I don't want to live anymore
why am I here today?

Why are there so many questions?
why do I feel so used?
Why am i thinking of suicide?
why am I so confused?