When i am

Not really a poem, but hope you think it's okay...

When i am with you:
comfort. love. peace of mind. beating heart. bleeding stops. whole once again. sadness non-existent. temperature rising. pain is absolved. foolish smiles. sleepless nights. love. love. unending love.

when i am alone:
sadness. pain. smiles are erased. happiness dissolves. ugliness returns. sunshine falls away. unrequited thoughts. suffocation. absolute rage. total confusion. and a knife buried deep within.

love is a beautiful thing. pain is something i cannot bare.

please...
never leave me alone again