Yeh wow that's a hell of a story. That really sucks and i'm sorry you had to got through that...i wish there was something i could say so that you don't live 'in fear' but really you've got to find that strength in you.
So good luck an take care xoxox
Everything i could say has already been said above me. you put this poem out so people could see it, and that shows a lot of courage. its hard to talk bout it, i know, but if you ever need me, im here to listen, anytime. thats a promise