WHY??????

REGRETS FROM MY ABORTION...
My first born asking about whats gone on..

Mummy why are you crying? I thought u were strong?
Is it because of me? Have i done something wrong?
No my dear Neecey theres something in my mind
something i am gonna do which is not very kind.
What mummy? What? Is it something i can stop?
Oh no little neecey its a little seed in my big crop.
When i get a little older will you tell me then?
Course i will babes maybe when you're ten.
I love you mummy please don't cry
OK my little cherub i will try and try.

Daddy why does your face look like that?
Because my beautiful daughter mummy's getting fat
Maybe shes eaten too many sweets!
No my little darling theres a secret under the sheets.
Daddy, am i too little to know?
Yes my dear you'll find out when u grow.
Mummy said its a little seed in her big crop.
Yes it is and will go away when me and mummy walk to the shop.

I hate myself for doing this but i was only 16 and i was already a mother to a 6 month old baby girl so i wouldn't of been able to carry it......I really do regret it now though