I'm sorry...........

I feel like cutting,
I feel like slitting my wrists,
I wanna leave,
I wanna leave all this,
I'm sorry I'm not better,
That I can't stop this,
I thought that I could,
I thought that I had,
But lately I've been depressed and mad,
No matter what happens,
I end up in tears,
I'm tired of crying,
I just wanna die,
I wanna slit my wrists,
And leave this world behind,
I'm sorry Nick,
I don't wanna hurt you,
But you know that I am sick,
Sick in the head,
I can't stand this world,
Baby you are most of what I have left,
But baby it's you that I don't deserve,
I don't deserve to have you love me,
I don't deserve to be with you,
I know you think I'm just talking crazy,
But baby this is how I feel,
I don't wanna be here anymore,
But I can't seem to leave you in this world,
I miss you right now,
I need to have you next to me,
But you are there and I am here,
Baby I'm sorry for saying I wanna leave,
Part of me does,
But baby I won't,
I can't stand the thoughts of not being with you,
So baby,
I'm sorry,
And I love you!

I love you Nick, I'm sorry baby I know you hate for me to cut, I haven't this time. I love you!

Brooke