You made me sad

I am very sad
Of all those things you made me mad
You have made my cry
Now I'm still wondering why

Trying to fix every pain
Using every strength i gain
I am trying so hard
Like being riped apart

Wishing you have never leave
No matter how hard i plead
You will always make your own
I than sometimes go alone

You have told me thousands of lies
That they are still store inside
I wanted to be more happy
But now you made it more crappy

You have hurt so deep
So far its so steep
You have not just broken my heart
Its more like you tore it apart

Now it seems you have cut its core
You kept on until there was no more
I'm so sad, lots of tears shed
Wishing that i rather be dead