Wishing

This is about my ex that i still love but have know desire to be with. she hurt me she still haunts me until this day. so if u would be as kind will you plz vote and i wish that you would write a comment also

I lay down at night wishing you were next to me. Wishing for that one kiss that i desire most, that kiss that brightens my world, my world that i belong in. Wishing for your gentle touch or even your smile the one that can make the darkest corner that i am living in look like the easiest path, but the path i walk lost you. For you have have left me without a shedding of a tear. For you have gone like a vampire in the night. You have left without saying good-bye, never looking behind even now i hear you sweet soft voice in my ear. I wish you could see how much you meant to me, how much i needed you. but now as much as i hate it I must go into a world i barley even know. Alone, no one by my side with no more kisses for you sweet, soft, innocent lips. i have closed my heart, so it could not be destroyed but, you slips right through the barrier that i have set. But we both knew it would never have worked. i only wish for you to come back to me, but we both know that will never happen. I must hate for what you have done. I must wish the worst upon you, hoping that you will never love again, but wishing this causes you pain which makes me suffer. so here is my final wish a wish to look deeply in you eyes an tell you "i love you, I need you and without you I'm nothing but only an empty person to tell you i don't deserve you. but until i still remain in love with you but in the end i will slowly start to love again.