Push

-Push-

I'm trying to accept
That you don't love me,
I'm trying to accept
That i can't make you see.

But I'm so unsure
You're so hard to read,
I wish you would cave in
And let your emotions free.

You're a blank piece of paper
And i can't read word,
You've got everything kept up
All snug and so stored.

You're just so secretive
And incredibly shy,
You can't seem to look at me straight
And I'm asking myself, "Why?"

This is driving me MENTAL
I can't get it right,
I'm trying to reach you
But you're putting up a fight.

So I'm going to get firm
Because i can't take it anymore,
I'm fighting back
I'm getting up from the floor.

Stop pushing me away
You're letting me in,
Because i can't live without you
It's not like it's a sin!

You need to grow up
And stop being so shy,
Because you're not telling anyone
And it's making me cry.

You say you don't love me
But all you do is stare,
You SEEM to love me
This is NOT fair.

You need to spill
To get what you want
Even if it's not me
You still need to be upfront.

Because you're driving everyone mad
With your ever so secret you
It's driving me INSANE
I DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO!!

So tell me the truth
Even if it kills you
Because i don't want this anymore
Even if i want you.

So no more, "I'm not telling."
No more, "Shoo sh."
Just blurt it out
I need you to push.

- Dedicated to Jack