You Never Cared At All

by AnorexicDream   Sep 22, 2005


I have tried to be strong
but everything feels wrong
without you here by my side
it feels like i have died
theres a piece missing of me
and i didn't know where it could be
and then i realize its inside of you
and now your gone thats gone too
and i tried to move on and deal with it
but i just cant take all this sh*t
life is just to hard for me to live
no matter what i give
i always get depression back
its like you cant be happy thats just whack
i tried to end my life the other day
ended up in the hospital what can i say
i was in there for 2 days i swear
and no one came to see me i told you they don't care
they never have and they never will
so i guess myself i should just kill
but after all the comments on my last poem i felt so bad
honestly at myself i was mad
i am sorry for what i have put you all thru
i don't deserve great friends like you
drew asked another girl out today right in front of my face
and honestly i wish it was me in her place
i don't know what to do anymore
i run home to my room and slam the door
i grab my blade and cut away
hoping it will end the day
everything is going wrong
and i am just trying to be strong
but i can't hang on much longer but i will try
and i am sorry if tonight i die

*i am not dead if you read my last poem just very suicidal i know this is more like a journal entry put into rhyme but whatever. rate and comment please*

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  • 18 years ago

    by BloodShotEyes

    Great Amanda, I loved it. Your sooo talented girl!

    * Blood Shot Eyes*

  • 18 years ago

    by dyingbrokenangel

    Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww that made me cry!! i hope ur ok.. im here if u wanna talk.. love u heaps.. hope ur ok.. awesdom write

  • 18 years ago

    by GoodMorning

    Manda, this made me cry....i'm sorry for everythin you've through and are going through....you really don't deserve it....there are people who love and care about you so much....think of them when you're having a bad day....reread the comments on your other poems where people have said how much they care about you.....email me, vent, whatever will help you....you can through this....i have faith in you....we'll get out, just a couple more years *GIANT bear hug*

    it's a good poem.....keep up the good work =)

    -brittnay-
    *silly bi+ch*
    =Armidillo Buttkisser=
    +mad scientist+
    $brittnizzle$

  • 18 years ago

    by Fighter (Ariane L.)

    OMG!!!!! im soooo happy you're alive. i was really scared... omg hun, im really glad you're still here. i love you hun, don't ever forget that. no matter what drew did to you, you will always have your friends from this site. great write hun!! im so releaved you're still here.
    love you,
    -xXx-

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