I LOVE YOU TOO MUCH!!

(written about a friend/angel looking upon a dear friend in their dream..)

Every night,
While I sleep,
I come and visit you,
While you weep.

When I come,
I just sit,
And I watch you,
For a bit.

When I get to see you,
Its as if my dream is real,
If only it were true,
I wouldn't have to wonder how it feels.

I see you,
Just sitting there,
A shattered soul,
And I just can't bear.

How much I care,
You will never know,
For with these words,
I can't even show.

You're just thinking,
Of all your strife's,
Deciding whether or not,
To end your life.

I want to reach out,
But I forgot I can't touch,
Please don't do it!
I love you too much!!

Everything comes rushing at you,
All the emotions from your life,
You just hate everything and everyone,
Now you go to reach for your knife.

I want to wake up now,
From this dream,
You can't see me crying,
And you cant hear me scream.

You're crying a river of tears,
And you're drenched in a pile of sweat,
You start to scream really loud,
Because you just cant go through with it.

Sadly enough this isnt a dream,
I wish I could pretend that too,
Thank God this isn't the story of her death,
Because I wouldnt be here if it were true._

(based on the true story of my life experience and dedicated to my angel who was there watching me.. sorry its kinda bad I had to get it out of my head)

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