Lost Cause

Any chance of hope
Left me long ago
I'm now just hiding behind my mask
What I'll never show

The cuts have come back
To haunt my arm
I'm happy again
How could it be harm?

My only love
Rests with my blade
It has unconditional love
One that won't fade

It feels so good
Don't make me stop
I'm not afraid of my blood
Or the possibility that I'll drop

I'd be so happy
If I could just be free
Give me alone time with my razor
Don't stay and watch over me

I'm not worth your worry,
Concern or fear
I'm already a lost cause
I won't live another year

I've struggled as long as I can
I'm giving it all away
I don't even want to make it anymore
Don't make me wish I could stay