Life

Sumtimes it\'s not always an easy thing
You don\'t always get everything

But thats just the way it is sumtimes
And sure it does get hard at times

But thats why you have friends
They\'re there for you and especially in the end

You go through so much now a days
We try our best and do it in your own ways

It may not always work out
And you might even have doubts

But nobody knows wut you\'ve been through
Well sum might thats true

But they dont really know how you feel
All you do is make the best and try an deal

They might say they understand at times
Im sure some do sumtimes

But deep down they only know the just of it
And thats usually only just a bit

Most people just keep everything inside and just hide
They look so innocent and happy on the outside

But inside they\'re so lost and confused
They just feel so used

I know I\'ve been through my fair share of pain but
It\'ll be ok and you know what

Life isnt all fun and games not its not
You just gotta make the best with what you got

I try to move on
Put it in the past and say its gone

But I know its not it will never be
At times I just cant see

Or even believe someone who loved me would do that to me
I thought that I would be happy but I'll never be

Still trying to move on
But the betrail and pain will never be gone

Why he did it I have no clue
But I still love and miss him its true

I cant help it, he was always there
But he wasnt always fair

I just wish I could look at him and ask why
But all he would do is lie

I dont hate him just very disappointed and hurt
He made me feel like dirt

But I forgive him everyone makes mistakes
But I just hope he takes

A good look at what he put me through
Cause I have and hope he will too

I miss him so much though
He was a good dad and I know

He must wonder why he did it but who am I to kid
Maybe its all in my head and I just wish he did

He should of known right from wrong
But he didnt well not for long

Never judge people by what they do
Cause you never know what they\'ve been through

*******PS: Jess were in this together and we've been through it all together Luv you so much XnO's..ur lil sis