SiCK oF PaiN

I'm sick of this pain that I feel inside
Heartbreak and tears and knowing my hearts died
Not knowing what happiness is all about
Finding true love I'm starting to doubt

I just want to say goodbye put my misery to an end
Pushing aside everything that’s tearing me apart
Your sharp knife could you please lend
For blood dripping from my wrists is just to start

A rope would be handy
Or a buildings edge
With bleeding wrists I jump to my end
As I fall from this rocky ledge

I now feel freedom
That I can be what I want to be
I can fly to the top of the tallest cliff
And look down on the beautiful sea

So freedom is all I wish for
And that I’ll find tonight
In the cold winters breeze I say goodbye
As everything goes blurry I loose my sudden sight!