In The End

Sleepless nights, lying there awake in my bed
Nightmares rushing through my head

I wake up and realize that they\'re are real
And I just dont know how to feel

Some are and some arent thats what worries me
I just cant believe that it happened to me

I try to go on
Hoping they will soon be gone

But in the light everything is better
They\'re gone until I fall asleep again and no matter

How much I try they\'re always there
And at times its not fair

But they fade away as time passes by
Sumdays I feel like Im gunna die

But I wont give up I cant I wont
I can get through it and I just dont

Think about not being able too
Cause thats sumthing that I can do

I have to much to live for
And I know there will be so much more

Im so young and lost at times
But I just think of all the good times

Never will I forget though
They\'ve helped me through alot so

In other words Im thankful for everything
For what I have and just about anything

Just having the friends and things I do
If only they all knew

How much they\'ve helped me
I might not show it but Im sure they can see

They\'re always there waiting and listening to everything and anything I have to say
Well I\'ll talk to them about it one day

For now I\'ll go on cause I have sumthing to live for
Fighting this never ending battle they call life and nothing more

I give it my all each day
Hoping Im here to stay

I lie awake in my bed laughing and thinking of my friends
Cause I think the nightmares are comming to an end

Finally no more sleepless nights for me
Nothing but happiness and good times await me

Well I hope anyways
Cause I\'ve seen better days