I'm sorry I was mad at you
I thought you forgot about me too
I thought I wasn't good enough
So I walked out and tried to be tough
Why would someone like you remember me?
The first one i trusted would forget me quickly
But you talked to me tonight after so long
Maybe you still remember me all along
Sometimes though i wish that we never talked
I could've turn my head, i should've just walked
Because then i wouldn't miss you so much
And i wouldn't have to worrying about moving on and such
But then again i wouldn't trade it for anything
A lot has made me stronger, well not completely everything
And i think about the times that you were here
It makes me smile even though it wasn't even a year
And i know I'm back down being bad
And i could still get back the good life i had
But i cannot do it on my own
That's why I'm staying all alone
I turned to drugs and it's what i do
It's because of me not you
I turned to hurting myself once again
It's a bloody battle with my mind until the end
I want to be a bi tch and try to make you feel bad
But i wouldn't want to do anything, i want you to be glad
So i won't say I'm sorry for caring about you
Or I'm sorry for listening to the things you say and do
I'm sorry for saying i hated you
I'm sorry for trying to hate you too
I'm sorry for letting you only see my drama side
I'm sorry that many times i would run and hide
I'm sorry for not saying the things i wanted
I'm sorry for being really nervous when we confronted
I'm sorry for saying you forgotten me
I'm sorry if you did, but your awesomeness is something I'll always see
