Lovesick Lie

I hate everything about you
Your kisses most of all
And then the little things you do
In order to restore peace after another fall
You made me weak, too fragile to fight
I watched you leave before you were gone
Leaving me too afraid to make things right
You've left me too lost and alone
You are probably used to leaving
I'm sure you do it all the time,
Making sure to leave your voice lingering
In people's hearts like mine
I thought you were special
But you were nothing new
A liar who was all too confrontational
But I swear now, I will make it through
Cause I'll chase your damned voice away
I'll curse your name
And I'll hate you more and more every day
I never loved you; it was all my game
But you beat me to it
And I thought I had you, but I guess I lost
I'm telling you, this is as good as it will get
I hope this won't be worth the cost
I hope she hurts you bad, I hope she breaks your heart
Finally leaving you with a never-ending question of why,
Why this happened to you, and when did the goodbye actually start
I hope you never find it out...and you never recognize this lie

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