Dream

When I looked at you
It made me blue

Cause I saw in your eyes
All these little cries

Wanting to come out
But you hold them all about

I could be the one to hold you
And I really thought you wanted that to

So you just push me away
Leaving me nothing to say

When only I like you so much
But I dont know how thats such

When you said those things
And we had are little flings

Fighting about stupid stuff
Which just made it extra ruff

I would do anything to make you laughy
Id even have sex with you to make you happy

Whenever I looked at you
I knew the feelings that I felt where true

When you said you wanted to die
All I could do was cry

Thinking it was over me
But I really dont think you can see

That im going though a lot of stuff too
Im feeling so much pain all because of you

I sometimes dream at night
That every thing was alright

Youd give me a red rose
That id put gently to my nose

Hugging you so tight
Holding me from the fright

But only if I was awake
Not asleep on my sake

But when your not near
That is what I fear

And know I finely see
that we where never meant to be